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4 CONSECUTIVE DAYS OF MAGGIE. SICK OF CUP MAGGIE. PUKES*

I should skip all the boring parts that happen today. the most interesting lesson today is bio!!! its sooooooooooo fun! :D and i see my pupil (small black dot in black part of eye ball ) shrink!! EWWWWWW. disgusting like mad! bio is nice :D

next year's math teacher is mrs siao? LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL :X I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL. LOL. :X ms phang is sad. ): but really dont be!!!! :D

i dint do hw at all today! :x just now completely nooo mood at all. i will die if i continue let my emotions affect me. no matter how determined am i yesterday, if today something bad happen, i wont study again. :( i will just say. tmr la.
:( how how howwww kah hwee D:

i hope i can play maple!! :x:x:x:x:x but must must must must control control control amt of time spent on maple! dont want zou huo lu mo. :D its a very very yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy reason. or excuse? :X i might study when i finish playing :X but, too obsessed will only make me keep want to play. AW. haiz. wadever! :) really too obsessed then say.

blah blah! anyway, u can just ask me the reason. D: really.

im a crazy girl people!!! beware, becareful, be cautious, watch out.
IM SERIOUS.
life is like that. instead of being a nerd, studying all day like sec 2, my life's so interesting now. full of problems.
i dont want my screwssss people :D coz i dont want to be screwed up. LOL.
bye people.

TWL: PEOPLE WITHOUT MELANIN IS THE BEST.

If that's the case, YOU HAVE MELANIN. If its not the case, u STILL HAVE MELANIN. hahahahahahaha

11 Nov 09, 20:34JIN XIA ;): kahhwee ! dun sad . CHAMELEON quite CUTE actually ;D prawns are understanding though they have no brain . :X hahahahs

HAHAHHAHA JIN XIA!!!!!!! U'RE PRAWN LEH! :P oh... so u dont have a ... haha :X chameleon or any lizard-like creatures is NEVER CUTE. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. T.T

11 Nov 09, 20:05TWL: )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )= )=

i see this : =)
:D

10 Nov 09, 16:57CheryL:D: serious?! me?! later i make you worse MUAHAHA=P. dont sad=)

haha free ma! :D Thanks cheryl! :D

9 Nov 09, 17:42SUICHYUEN:): serious*
9 Nov 09, 17:42SUICHYUEN:): KAHHWEE!!yea u evil daughter!:) hahas jk la...i think ure perfect jus the way u are:) IM SEIROUS!

aww, thanks sui chyuen! :D

9 Nov 09, 15:52TWL: ONE DAY WHEN I HAVE MORE MELANIN I WILL JOIN MY FRIENDS WHO ARE SITTING ON THE GRASS !:D

u already have! haha :P next time i know where to find u :D

9 Nov 09, 15:52TWL: HI LIZARD ! THEONEWHOLACKSMELANIN HERE WOULD LIKE TO HAVE SOME OF YOUR FATS BECAUSE SHE IS SICK OF BEING SKINNY.:D

NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAKE ALL TAKE ALL! :D Bye BROWN teddy. HAHHAHAHAHA

♥ 9:45 PM

BIG BIRD AND FRIENDS ARE 40 YEARS OLD!! LOL

hi people! my metabolism is now lowered. coz i ate a lot seaweed. today i eat a lot fat food man! dont care. dont want to start going on saying im fat again. :) morning! bought bread from vending machine. and it gave me 8 $1 coins. random. :D dint eat recess. lunch hungry like crazy. ate disgusting cup noodle. anyway, im stuffing myself with tibits now. ok! first lesson was chem. learn some biuret and pipette thingy at this point of time. hehe, last time dint know anything abt it. :P okay. geog. was boring. recess was also boring. math was also boring. bio was also boring. ss was also boring. another boring day :) coz class very little people, teachers all never teach much. BORING. okay chinese sup was boring too. listen to some bird song again. hahaha and thennnnn... went to watch movie! sister's keeper! dint watch finishhhhhhhhhh! coz have to go! i think will be quite nice! depend on ending. :) lalala~

birthday cake untouched, no wish made.
NO CAKE FOR U IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! blah blah blah. obquack obquack! anyway it dosen't matter to u at all.

off to study people! need to study. D:

♥ 8:02 PM

aw.. i feel like crying people.
yay......










shut the fuck up.

♥ 9:42 PM

我要对我妈妈好一点

我是个不孝女 ):

HAIZ. u know today very very scary. when like around 2 am, when everyone's asleep, i heard my mum moaning leh. loudly. like having night mare... dont xiang wai. she is sleeping. and im in the same room as her. very scary lor. she moan until very loud, then like crying also. :( really lor... i see le want to cry.. then realise how ke lian is she... :( really lor..... T.T haiz... but i also dont know can do wad... today morning she hao xing want make breakfast for me, but coz im late already, then i said i dont want. then she like begging me leh... T.T then also very naggy, so i give black face again. :( haiz. i'm the worst child in the world lor. :(((((( she really very ke lian! coz we always bully her. :( then she keep finding ways to be happy. and then we still provoke her. and my stupid dad doesn't like her ways in being happy. retarded man. ARGH. really lor, wad can i do. :( i think i never say i love her to her before. even in my dreams right, during the deadly tsunami, is like we are going to die already. yet im not going to say it. guilty like shit. :( i know im going to regret. argh. really lor. i dont want to be happy if my mum isn't. i really very bad. shouldn't be so bad. and right, she so xing ku earn money and i always anyhow spend. :( she thrifty like shit leh. hai and she said ytd that not being healthy is dui bu qi parents. okay, so i will be healthy. but.. after saying so much, i can predict, when she starts to nag again, i will ask her to shutup again. T.T

haiz! and everyone is getting slimmer lor.
sick of my complaints? haiz.. me too. :(
today ain't any better than yesterday.. :(

爱一个人没有理由，恨一个人也不需要理由

♥ 2:38 PM

HI PEOPLE.
TODAY I DID A LITTLE THINGS.
ERM. i dint complete my hw. :) weehee~ need to blog fast fast. coz tmr need wake up early! D: but!!! woooooooohooooo~ :D spagetti spagetti spagetti!!! :) erm. anyway right! regarding the previous post, the last parts right, i think its my own fault lor. coz i forgot what u said. its my fault coz i dint rmb, and if i rmb, and take it seriously, then i wont be so sad :) but who cares, i dont want to think abt whose fault is it anymore. coz 已经雨过天晴了 (:

aw. im really gonna sleep early. although afternoon got sleep coz im not feeling well again! feel like vomiting. im pregnant... and my baby ARE FOOOOOOD... T.T really big like crazy. speaking of babies. yesterday the stupid tao hua xiao mei show disturb my evening nap. the stupid tao hua so act cute lorrrrrr. :X but. she got a lot brothers. and i think it would be fun if i have a lot alot alot alot children!!!!!! HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH siao. :D

today is a normal day! told u! today will be better than yesterday :D so tmr will be better than today definitely! :D weeeeeee byebye people :)

♥ 10:20 PM

hi...

just aga aga say wad happen today :D

morning set off to je library. :D reach there while it is still close. but a lot people outside waiting. (: what is this???? SINGAPORE CULTUREEEEEE! haha :P erm. i think like cheryl, jin xia and wee lee are late huh!!! :D erm, I dint study anything in library. (: so we go imm. have lunch and plan to study in one of the fast food restaurant. erm, so went ljs. erm... so until around 3, all like restless. cant study. or study finish. anyway, i just read chem. so today i only read a bit of chem. and haven't even complete my hw for piano theory. haiz. tmr chiong? HA. i know i wont succeed idiot. :( so after that go imm walk around. oh. we are suppose to look for workkkkk. and then walk walk walk. end up at some machine. that make me WASTE $4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRR!! so! i keep complaining after that. :) blah blah........ haiz. then arghhhh...... I ALMOST STEP INTO A CHAR-ME-LEON or wad shit lizard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T and i let that creature see my face. omgomgomg. he stare at me... :( later he like me how. hahahahhahaa please dont look for me okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :D anyway, EWWWWWW. dont mention lizard infront of me. :) okay, so went to jp after that! :D erm, went kopitiam no place, kfc packed, so go ljs again. wee~ anyway i lunch also dint eat. and!!! i got $5 voucher. :D so total is $10 voucher. :x okay.. im getting boring. erm erm.... SKIP!!!!! erm. i eat until damn full. full until want puke. see. i will never succeeeeeeed. :( :) :( :) :( :) so should i be happy or sad. haha.. erm. and!!
SPAGETTI ON MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! i forgot wad to say. :( haiz! but. today's better than ytd. and i think tmr will be better than today. please study liao... oh.. i wanted to say. today im crazy. i keep sing song and talk crap. hehe :D something like.. wee lee should join her friends who have a lot melanin on the grass. hahahahaha :p okay...

how should i say.. erm... cause of u, i feel nice/comfort. haha :D
(: i think im returning to normal soon. aiya. when am i normal? im only normal during my childhood.

even if i can't predict what's gonna happen, but i'm sure there will be many problems. but. remind me this! if u want the rainbow, u have to bear the rain. if i'm gonna fail this time again. again and again and again and again and again and again and AGAIN AND AGAIN! please don't call me kahhwee. :)
really dont want to lose what i have now. if not then im really a fool.

♥ 12:38 AM

PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

a pimple in the ear. WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( argh! dont feel well now! haven't eat dinner. :( i dont feel like eating at all! haiz. erm. just upgrade msn. and so EEEE... i dont like. and then my stomach not feeling well. :( and today headache too! haiz........................ okay. anyway, ytd i mistaken 3 hours of bio lesson to 6 hours. ha ha. :X okay...

OKAY. I NOW VERY MESSY. AND I CANT THINK WELL. SO IM GOING TO WRITE ANYTHING I CAN THINK ABT ANY ANY HOW.

i got a lot of things not complete. and everything IS SO NOT SMOOTH. :( GRRR.

why do money exist. :(

but i think i'm still quite blessed after hearing a sadder story! :( haiz. but im still not happy. haiz... haiz haiz... ARGGGGGGGGGH. its just messy. messy messy messy. i need to get out of this thing. i dont know what thing. just something. coz i cant think properly.

AND. wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i really dont know what's wrong with him. dont know what he thinking abt. where has ur money gone. grr...................................................... okay. piano theory exam. another $188. zzz. from now on. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!! i want to drink milk everyday. eat maggi everyday!!!!! dont stop me! help me! :( haiz.... how to have a lot money???? how to become super slim? grr. all need hard work. :( ya lor. zz. there's solution to everything lor. just that i always dont care dont care. very lazy. always no mood.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. the imperfect me. no use keep studying like nerd lor. coz i cannot communicate and analyze people. haiz. but also cannot dont study like nerd lor. actually i can try to improve myself. but i keep no mood and tired!! :( aiya. my post today is so not nice at all. and i want to change blog skin lor. then the stupid blogskin website keep got problemmmmmmm. :(

haiz haiz haiz... everything's not smooth. and will not be not smooth in any time soon. :( how to have a balance in everything!? :( haiz. everything can be solved. but i just dont know how to sit down and sort things out, solve problems. i get to nowhereeeeeeeeeee... or either i fall asleep. zzz :( argh. can anyone make me cry my heart out and kai dao wo? i cant think. i like fall into a very deep hole. cannot see how to u knowwww........ something. i dont even know how to describe now. i just dont feel good. :( okay. im not even clear wad am i troubling abt. so how do i solve them. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. haiz haiz haiz. dont know dont know dont know.

i dont want to runaway. hai. wad can i do people!? :(
HAIZ! tired. going library study tmr. im going to make full use of my time. DONT WASTE UR TIME ANYMORE IDIOT. :(

i really miss my last time self. last time i'm so determined. so discipline. and i WILL never accept exceptions for my principals. NOW! i kill insects, i play and play and play and play. i use com so long. AND!!!!! IM NOT A NERD............. :( well, nerd to me is just being hardworking. ya lor. im not hardworking anymore............... im dropping and dropping and dropping. my position is dropping. i feel that so many people is catching up and doing far so well than me. i no longer get near to my high expectations lor. so sick of screaming for help. u keep saying u want help me. and then when i say u always dont do wad u promise. u say u hate this. WTF. argh... u always make me feel so helpless lor. MY MUM IS DAMN STUPID LOR. stupid hot tempered man. zzz. i hate it lor. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. i want to find back myself! i want to changeeeeeee. for the better.

haiz... i really dont know what's wrong. just what's wrong!!!! i just dont have the mood for anything.
haiz. just be more _____ ok, idiot.
i cant even find the word. zz.
but to start off, the first thing is make me not so sensitive and dont get hurt over tiny winy things. be stronger lor idiot. so when i kai qiao le, i wont be defeated again. zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

wa ha ha. no one will understand wad i talking abt.



but anyway.. at least... the biggest comfort to me is that im not alone.
):

♥ 10:45 PM